Well it's a sad state of affairs...I haven't really been able to keep myself from endulging in the festive treats for the Holidays. I have 10 days before starting the challenge. I want to get a folder set up for my workout log and meal log. I want to get my metabolism reaved up too. I think Dan is going to join me in this challenge and that is exciting. We will eat drink and be Merry for Christmas and New Years and the hammer will fall January 2nd.

I need to get in the right state of mind too - I need to be able to stay focused on my goals. I need clear set goals. I also need some life goals aside from my fittness goals.

I want to fit in my Harley jeans.
I want to be toned and lean.
I want to feel good about myself.
I want to see myself as sexy.
I want to show my horse this year and do more trail riding.
I want to treat my husband better than he's ever been treated.

Just a few things swirling in that crazy brain of mine. I really want to stay focused. I am not going to stop my workouts at this point because it will just make it harder for me to start back but they aren't going to be terribly intense.

I need to the strength and willpower to make it for 12 weeks. I haven't been able to do that and I want to do it! Keep my chin up and get 'er done!!!