Well I'd have to say that this weekend was a pathetic example of any discipline I might have in my body. I don't want to be too hard on myself because it's not January 2nd when the discipline really counts but I don't want to be wearing my fat clothes the week before Christmas either. I have decided to do the vegetable diet during the week and the next two weekends are for anything I want. Guess that's why I feel this weekend was so bad.

Need to get my notebook going for the gym...so much to do these days that it's hard to keep up and I think the stress doesn't help. Not sure the 10 hour days at work are the way to go but I want to give them the chance. I haven't seen my horses for days until today and I don't like that. Going to try to cope with the stress and pour myself into my workout program come January. Want to show in the summer and I want to look good doing it!